Hi, Anita. I agree with you about going away, but do you think the loneliness will create a deeper depression? Last night was so terrible for me. I would have to say it was the worst depression I have been in for a while. I am trying to get through the day today but feel so drained from this anxiety and fear that I know I must live with but it is so relentless lately. I now know that moving with my aunt was a terrible decision. I hate it now. I just want to be alone but am so afraid of that as well. I don’t know if moving to another state is possible in the short term so until then what should I do? Get an apartment here? Go back to my brothers place? I am so confused and in so much pain. It hurts. And I just want it to go away. Do you think I need medication for anxiety and depression? I have been resisting going that route but at this point I am scared.