Hi Valora,

All you described is there; I mean that has been there in the present and in the past too however its just there and we are not moving forward thus when it came to having kids the confusion started bothering as to which way is the best waiting but for how long or taking external treatments to move forward and wait for the former to happen by itself.

And you and Anita and everyone else who would respond are kind of therapists to me whom I could confide in and get help clearing my confusion and my deepest thank you on that 🙂