Good Morning, Anita. Thanks for the details. It seems to be very complicated when deciding to go on meds. And that is what I am worried about. I don’t want to be on so many and then have to deal with weaning off of them. It seems sometimes more complicated than being depressed in the first place. Or maybe I am just seeing the negative end of it.

I am concerned for this trip as well. As it has crept up I feel very nervous about it. I feel like calling it off honestly but I spent 450 on tickets that I do not wish to waste. What can I do to ensure this doesn’t become a disaster? I am thinking of getting a hotel for a night or two on my own especially depending on the vibe. I have been setting boundaries with my brother through the phone these last couple of months and I can tell that he has been thrown off. I let him know the other day that I want nothing but peace on my vacation. I hope he can respect my boundaries. But then again if he is a narcissist as I suspect than everything is on his terms.