So are you saying I should bring this up? What else are we if we are not connected? I feel very lonely. Last year I was in a “loving relationship” with a man whose family adored me. A huge family. I had my family back home, my mom alive. Yes my family with many dysfunctions but there for me. I was so naive and so happy back then. Now I feel awoke and alone and scared of the world and afraid to move at times. Sometime I feel it is better off to be naive. I miss that innocence. So much has been tooken from since last year. I often wonder why? Why is this God’s way for me. I’m not that religious but if there is a God, why would he want me so alone. I am too fragile to be alone right now. I need support and love and a hug. I need some one to love me without anything behind it.