Dear Kkasxo:

“I have completely lost myself”, no you didn’t. You didn’t completely lost yourself. You are afraid, yes, and some things that comforted you before, don’t comfort you anymore, but you didn’t lose yourself.

The 6 or 7 year old girl who carried on a “strike.. falling asleep on the floor to prove a point”, she is alive and well in you today. She is courageous and full of life, strong willed, a fighter. She is willing to do what it takes, she just needs some help.

Your plan will have to include quality guidance and help. Question: whose guidance will you be looking for:

The person or people to guide you need to be someone who is not lost herself, who is not clueless about her own way-

It has to be a person who can and will listen to you and understand you-

And it has to be a person interested in your well being, not seeking their well being at your expense-

-do you agree?

I figure the first item in your plan should be to locate the appropriate help for yourself.

I need to get away from the computer for about fifteen hours and will be glad to read from you and reply when I am back.

anita