Dear Anita

I look at Evey where I see sadness sarrow I can not feel hope and happiness I don’t know what kind of mentality I have maybe I just look at the empty half of the glass maybe I am very negative but I am afraid even for start any thing no matter whats this or who is  that I am so afraid for try again like I am fed up front try and error and be looser again .

I just see gloomy future I don’t know how adapt myself today I met one psychologist and she gave me medecine and she told me take them it will make you calm down but it’s not cure