Hello, Megan.

Is your country and culture accepting towards sexual minorities? Have you come across discrimination towards sexual minorities in your community? Do you know of such cases in your country?

Does your country have a support association for sexual minorities? If it does, I recommend you to join their activities. You might find people who are in a similar situations as you are.

Are you a Christian? There are Christians in my country who also belong to sexual minorities. There are countless ways to interpret the Bible, and the Bible does not necessarily forbid same-sex relationships and love.

There are ways for you to reconcile your faith and your sexual orientation. There will come a day when you have conquered your hardships and you will live in a very happy place. Have faith.