I feel scared/anxious/hurt just thinking of breaking up with him and being without him. I don’t want to be without him, it scares me very much. That makes me confused. I don’t have to break up with him if I don’t want to, but I feel like the reason I’m staying is because I couldn’t ever heal from this break up or be with someone else the same way we are now. What’s happening with me?

The thought of breaking up scares me very much, I don’t want that. But at the same time I feel anxious now, while being together.. Maybe it’s the thought that I have to break up that makes me feel like this… I don’t know, I really want some opinions on this…