pple hate  because you’re an extremely complex, rigorous personality

they hate that you put sooo much ungodly attn into detail, quality and honesty

but its just part of getting your mind back

whatever that means

i worked so fucking hard to scrape all my things neatly together

im just a failure artist tho

why do ppl even care to put so much effort into keeping me away from freedom and simple work obsessed happiness

why do they try sooo hard to get me to kill myself

im just going to find other ways too feel creative high and ‘rudely, shamelessly’ ignore them