Dear me myself and i:

You wrote: “most people.. i don’t know what their motives are… a LOT of people maliciously stalk and try to ‘bully’ me now… ppl are such vampires.. i mean most of my life ppl were scummy/twisted… but i still looked for the best, i was so blind”-

We are al born blind to bad people. We look up to the adults in our young lives as if they were very good people, reaching out to them with complete trust, not knowing that there is a chance that they will hurt us. When a parent feeds us, when we are young children, oh, the food feels so good. We think the parent loves us, and we are so happy.

What a shock it is when we find out that the parent who feeds us also hits us, or calls us names, what a shock it is for a young child to be betrayed for the first time.

Do you feel this way as well, that it is shocking to be betrayed by one’s parent, the person we look up to with 100% trust?

anita