Dear anita

I have realized this too, on some days the self doubt and fear creep in, what if she does know best etc and I do consider arranged marriage again.

I am charting out an exit strategy for myself from my house. That I will do and I was sure of it. The only thing I doubt is my decision making. That fear that i may lose everything and regret all this, i wish it could vanish. But it is always there. I want to know from you, in your experience, how do you make decisions for yourself, how do you gauge what is right? And how do you manage fear?

Thank you for being concerned for me. It means a lot!

Girija