Dear norit:

You are welcome. I am looking forward to you posting (before and) after you move to your own place, I am excited for you!

“I  keep waiting for something bad to happen”- but something bad already happened, you already worry, “getting suicidal thoughts still”- some bad things already happened to bring about your significant anxiety and poor quality of life so far. What happened is your family home, that hostile place that you will be leaving soon, finally!

Progress will take place, your quality of life will improve once you move out of your family home, stay away and start the healing process living on your own, away from the war-zone called home.

anita