Hi Anita, Thank you for your kindness, and yes, I began to step away from my mother, even though I can’t move out yet because of financial problems, but from now I started to looking for job, both normal job and online job.

I started practicing mindfulness to learn how my mind work right now, and trying to calm it down, though I’m still struggling with it. Perhaps you have some inspiration for me 🙂

Another one, I have this feeling, I was really confident about my skills and abilities when applying for job, then got denied or didn’t pass it. I don’t know what I call the feeling after that, is it embarrassment? Self loathing? Anger? Self conscious? I don’t know, because it’s like all the feelings I said before mixed together. It’s overwhelming, it last for couple of weeks, and I still don’t know how to cope with it, it always end up by losing my hope to getting new job.

Thanks