Dear Cali Chica:

“nowadays, super doesn’t sound so super at all- it sounds exhausting, and frankly a little foolish– aimless, trying, seeking, but why?”

The way you put it brought a smile to my face, should be in that book you will write one day, so well written!

What comes to my mind as to the why of your trying, seeking is that it is running away from something, not running toward something, so it is not seeking out there as much as it is not seeing what is here.

That is, the sadness, the despair, the hurt, the anger, not wanting to feel what we don’t want to feel.

anita