Dear blkhwkdwn1:

“this threads enough proof I am a complete mess and should steer clear of people”- I don’t see you this way, a complete mess, and I definitely don’t think you should steer clear of people, (except for people who are not good for you to be around, such as the guy from work who did not follow his plan with you, not even letting you know that he won’t!)

My understanding of you, and I wrote this to you not long ago, is that you are a loving man, and loyal too, and kind.

I will soon be away from the computer and back tomorrow morning in about 12 hours from now.

anita