Anita,

went to doctor

am on 10mg ambien for sleep

1mg of Xanax 3 times daily

50mg Zoloft in the morning

never expected this to be my life

apartment ready on the first, wish I would have gone to Florida all along in the beginning of this when I had some confidence and energy. Now I’m just a shell. Not sure if it’s meds but I’m depressed! All day in hotel bed.

dont know how I can get things ready for apartment. And don’t want it anymore. I want out of this place that hurt me so bad since a young girl!