Dear Victoria:

Not connecting the threads and issues (and if you want to look deeper into this issue of this thread with me):

You wrote regarding what your dream of being a singer did for you: “I became energized, filled with positivity and I’d be able to get into a state of flow while singing… I always loved to write lyrics and sing my own songs”.

But for a while, feeling drained and exhausted, you no longer want to sing, no longer enjoying it, “but I just don’t feel the need to prove anything to anyone”-

– Before,  singing was about loving life, enjoying life, being in a state of flow. But at some point along the way, singing became something to prove to someone?

anita