Hi Anita,

Well I dont think sex is what he wants from me actually. He tells me he doesnt want to have sex right now because he doesnt want me to think hes just using me for that. Then that makes me think he is having sex with other girls and doesnt want anything with me in that way  I guess. Its just really hard to trust the process because I am scared to put fourth the effort yet again and it turn into the same thing or that he will never want to go further & ill be here sad for wasting my time. This situation just seems so drawn out and everytime he texts me I am nervous to even respond because I dont know what to expect out of this situation. If i find out he is with another girl I will be so so hurt. I just dont know how to let go and trust the process. I feel so consumed and its hard to eat right now or sleep with my anxiety so high. I wish I didnt let this affect me to deeply, I over think every scenario with him.

Thank you

Kylee