Dear noname:

I think that it may be a Rush that you are after. What I mean by it is that when you meet a woman, your sexual energy gets activated, your emotional energy gets activated, and you find yourself on an exciting rollercoaster of emotions and sex- that’s the rush.

There was no rush in that five year relationship after a while, because the relationship lasted too long. Her love was not enough because there was no rush in it for you from one point on.

So imagine.. that all this time that you thought you were looking for love, you were actually looking for a rush, for an emotional rollercoaster ride.

I don’t know if you see my point.

anita