Dear blkhwkdwn1:

Isn’t it amazing, what it takes to have “the best time” in a lifetime, not something one can buy with money, but that “being really close to someone”. You can’t buy that or stop wanting that. It’s a longing deep inside, it’s who we are.

“I keep myself inside away from anything but not with her”- we were all like that in the beginning: outside, reaching out to our parents, then to  other people… until we get hurt and keep ourselves inside, closed.

You remember now how it felt then, you can still feel it. I so  do wish you will experience that again!

anita