Maybe I should just block her in my way to let her be free and happy? let the last time we talked me telling her I wish most of all for her to be happy in her life, to be healthy and most importantly be free. Then if we did see each other again just tell her that was my goodbye to her? she did say “you want me to be free?” in a choked up way as she had trouble letting go and because apparently I tell her things nobody else does, which is weird…friends should tell friends these things, yes? Would also mean I wont get back to her for things my work does so she can see everyone again.