TBH lately I been thinking of calling a few days after Xmas and ask about her stuff, then wish her well and at the end let her know I am moving on and hanging up, but if she asks why I will say “Don’t worry about it”. Is that insensitive? Because…I am really bored of being the only one to initiate, but I have never actually told her I don’t like this. I told her I need a break because I do everything and it’s 1 sided and she sounded choked up by my decision and wanted it to be a small break but said she just wants me to be happy. Do I not matter to her or something? She now works down the street from me yet I still can’t even see her. If you’re important to that person they will want to keep you around, but I don’t feel very important to her. She does not wanna hang out 1 time a month, so she keeps saying she’s too busy and it’s been like 5 months. Friendships are supposed to matter, maybe I am a little more invested in this due to “feelings”, but  it’s like a ghost town now.