Dear blkhwkdwn1:

What you wrote reads reasonable to me, and touching too, “she will know that at least I cared about her well being deeply”. Your thread, to me, is more of a love story than any romance novel out there. I mean it. (I didn’t read here about sex and physical passion, but I don’t like reading about that). What I read here is true love and that kept me reading with much interest for fifty one pages so far.

I say “so far” because even if you do block her and keep her blocked, you can still post here, and it will still be a love story because the love is in you, like I wrote to you before, you are a loving man, it is all in you.

anita