Pete –

I tend to run when I feel I am not wanted.. I think it is my pride?   I would rather give my energy to someone who wants to be around me.  I feel that when you want to be with someone..   It should be a mutual experience.   Where the person is somewhat equal to what I want…

Do you put yourself in a situation where you can meet new people?  To maybe find someone that is able to give you the time and attention that you seek?

I am sorry that you invested feelings and feel hurt..   I try to not use the word deserve….  But I do feel you deserve to have someone who you can count on.

Have you thought about having a life coach?

I have worked with a life coach and it has done wonders for me.   If you are at all interested.   I would be happy to give you the name of my life coach.   He has done wonders for me when I was against any kind of therapy..   Just a suggestion…   He works with people all over the world.  I have done Skype with him for my sessions and I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasn’t for him.   I know talking to people online can be beneficial..   But I was able to connect with issues within my soul that I had no idea I struggled with…