I tend to run when I feel I am not wanted.. I think it is my pride? I would rather give my energy to someone who wants to be around me. I feel that when you want to be with someone.. It should be a mutual experience. Where the person is somewhat equal to what I want…
Do you put yourself in a situation where you can meet new people? To maybe find someone that is able to give you the time and attention that you seek?
I am sorry that you invested feelings and feel hurt.. I try to not use the word deserve…. But I do feel you deserve to have someone who you can count on.
Have you thought about having a life coach?
I have worked with a life coach and it has done wonders for me. If you are at all interested. I would be happy to give you the name of my life coach. He has done wonders for me when I was against any kind of therapy.. Just a suggestion… He works with people all over the world. I have done Skype with him for my sessions and I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasn’t for him. I know talking to people online can be beneficial.. But I was able to connect with issues within my soul that I had no idea I struggled with…
I am not good with relationships and like you.. I have never had such love as I do for a man I have met who lives in a different country. We talk all the time and hopefully soon we will meet in person.. I worry that I am not meant for him. How do you not run the other way? I am the type of person who will run the other way if I feel I will get hurt..
I read that you felt suicidal.. I hope you know that life is incredibly short as it is and I hope you find your purpose of being here on Earth knowing you are much needed here..
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