Anita- thank you. You’re right, I guess it’s hard to accept but I will keep reminding myself of those things.

Valora- I am aware of the law of attraction but I haven’t looked into it properly- but I will now. I agree, even I am surprised at what a good example of that my situation was. I have actually been having counselling for the past year to try and help my issues but I’m not sure how far it’s got me since this all happened now! But I will keep seeking. Thank you.

Inky- You’re right. As for the holiday, I don’t really want to go, I just feel like I have to because I’ve spent so much money on it, and if I don’t go I’ll just sit around being sad anyway. Thanks for your advice.

Lost girl- You should write this in your own post and we can reply to you there!

Clara- thank you for your advice. I think, to be honest, I actually I did do quite a 180 when I got into the relationship. But still, something doesn’t quite add up, so I guess he just must not have been that into it. I definitely will try and be more trusting and stop visualising the end if I ever find another relationship.