Dear Gaia:

You can “read and assimilate things fast  academically, as when studying for a test in school, and you can “eat, talk and walk fast” but the work required here (“trying to change my mindset”), it is impossible to do fast. For as long as you expect it to be anything but very, very, very….. very, very slow, you will be disappointed and frustrated again and again.

So do take your time and re-read repeatedly my earlier post to you, this part of it, then another part, then back to the first, let this part or that part sink in. And when you understand better than ever one thing in a post, you don’t have to understand everything else in that one post.

This kind of learning, a learning that is more than academic/ logical, an emotional + logical learning, that can not be rushed.

anita