Dear Gaia:

You doubt that your “current feelings.. are reliable enough” to indicate how you felt as a child.

You feel very nonchalant or detached regarding your childhood, as if it was not a big deal and has nothing significant to do with your current life experience. You think that what troubled you then, is no longer troubling you. And what does trouble you has nothing to do with what troubled you then.

You feel that that child that you were is not you and has nothing to do with who you are and what your life is like.

anita