And it felt like that throughout the 4 years together. I would never in a million years say that he would do something like this to me. Something that involves another woman and lying to her about me and talking bad with her about me.  I honestly feel like if he has another girlfriend now, it would be easier for me. But not this girl, not someone compleeeetely different he met while we were together and not someone who was the reason for him to break up with me twice.