He loved me before all this. He was with me through med studies, always listening to me, he used to suprise me with little things that I liked, he went through my moms cancer period with me. What I miss the most is that he used to cover me with the blanket throughout the night, when we were sleeping next to each other. He always supported me in front of his parents and friends, he was my biggest support and fan. He was always helping even without being asked to. He did things just because he knew would make me feel better or because he knew I liked them. He was my best friend