Hi anita

I should have made such better choices. I had no idea how things worked. Even now I can’t figure out what to do. I was so inexperienced and stupid. I let everyone take advantage of me. I wish I could find a way in life. I feel like I’ve blown it.

Sure bad things happen but it’s still a responsibility as an adult to arrange your own education and find your own opportunities. I have messed that up. I don’t know where to go with myself from here and that’s my fault.