Aww Michelle I’m glad you found me! You’re welcome, I didn’t want to come across as a bitch but I was just being honest on what I had picked up and felt it needed to be said. I would be feel so upset if I had supported someone and when it came to my turn just never acknowledge it. I do feel bad for how things were left but I was not saying anything out of spite just to make her see what’s causing her to still be stuck and maybe aware of how she was coming across. She is a wonderful chick who has helped me so much with my situation with Jay just want to see her move on and find new adventures and love. Oh well everyone will get there if they want to. It’s just a shame it will be prolonged for her.

Jay and I are good the distance is actually making things kinda heat up and I feel like a giddy teen. He is so understanding and caring too. I really can not wait until we meet again. Sometimes I have to pinch myself ! I am keeping interactions to a minimum or not regular – I don’t know if that’s because I don’t want to screw things up or I’m scared of establishing a routine with him and then if it goes off it triggers a spiral though because I don’t want to start panicking or worrying and its helped. Is that bad? Will he think I’m playing games?

Where you live sounds really nice! The weather has been on our side so that’s made lockdown more bearable. Are you planning your next adventure?

@adelaide it’s so so good to hear from you chick. Things did get a little strange on the other thread. I think we all forgot to realise everyone is entitled to an opinion and trying to help in their own way.

Anyway so glad you came back on. I love that you have an ISO date planned. I’m so excited for you even more after reading you won’t need to worry about the focus being on you being in a wheelchair when you meet. So how did all this happen? So proud of you recognising your ex doesn’t define your life. You are pro actively searching for a better connection with someone who accepts you and your needs. This is significant progress!

Now breathe and relax. Do what I’m doing enjoy the present moment for what it is. Dont worry about thinking too far ahead. That way you will not build up any expectations and take it as it comes! Same about acclimatising after lockdown..enjoy the current ease you feel. Step by step you’ll re adapt to “normal” life after lockdown

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Happy easter everyone. I hope you had a lovely day xx