Thank you for replying Anita. I was supposed to go see him and didn’t end up going. We don’t live near each other. The trip was planned but after he stopped communicating I was afraid to reach out so I ended up not going. I know it bothered him – or at least I thought it did at the time. I felt he was mad at me. That’s why I reached out to apologize and reconnect. That was the main thing I apologized for. Other than that, I wasn’t perfect in the relationship. There was no cheating or abuse. I’m not perfect. I had moments where I was sad, angry, or confused. He saw my best side and my not so best side so I guess I apologized for that too. Looking back I apologized because I didn’t want him to be mad at me. I wanted to reconnect. I don’t know if I am making sense.
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