One thing I have noticed is our long calls were pretty much always at night time except that 1 summer, it was night or afternoon. I’ll call her next week if we can start talking longer, that it feels like 10 minutes go by and we hang up,  if she says no I will tell her I am gonna go now and just hang up.

This shit is so boring……..always have a problem because she’s changed into someone else. I don’t even remember what we talked about in those long calls years ago, I just know she always seemed excited to talk and keep in touch, now she’s into vanishing and NOT staying in touch because she’s moved on but keeps saying things to me to reel me back in.