Dear blkhwkdwn1:

Amazing: finally the loan is paid back in full,  good thing, having that out of the way. She didn’t hang out with you from time to time because of the money, your friends at work were wrong. She genuinely liked you and she still does.

“the summer we spent together was the best summer of my life”- this is how I view that summer: at times, during that summer, when you were with her, you put aside your personal belief that no one can love you, and for a time here and there you let yourself enjoy the feeling of being loved, and that was the best feeling in the world.

anita