Hi Anita,

So grateful for your reply I will respond in the order of your question. I definitely channeled that energy into hurt. I’ve felt for some time this deep agony for years like I’m shackles and cant free myself. I wouldn’t say that I’m seeking healing from those that hurt me but I was looking for closure to the situations and now I understand that I may not even be able to receive that. I’ve always questioned if moving away from my family would truly bring me that closure I need… I have been sorting out some ideas since I had my daughter.