Oh, Felix, Maybe it is time for some real down to earth talk. Like total honesty. It sounds like you have liked a girl since she was 12 years old. And you were 16. In some countries, her being so much younger is not a problem but in my country it is a problem. You keep struggling with this obsession of her. She is too young and has asked you to stop contacting her but you don’t or won’t stop. Yes, please please move on.

She is telling you with honesty that she is not interested in you. You don’t listen in the past but now you must listen and do as she asks.

It is time to let go and stop. She is actually being very clear to your asking her over and over “Do you want me to chase other people?”  – but she refuses to answer because the answer is yes, leave her alone. And she doesn’t respond because what you write sounds manipulative to me.

She is done and does not want daily texts. Please respect her and allow this.

You won’t forget her but you do have to stop obsessing over her and move forward in your own life.