Thanks and I tend to think this may be the best bet after we get into the New Year.

When I look back at this whole year of getting close to her all the way until now is that she is the one who really made stuff “weird” the whole time. From all of the hot-cold/push-pull stuff even up until the last email she sent me where she had to tell me how she compartmentalizes friendships and I was the only male friend she had told about her situation.

Like I said above, I have never felt it was that big of a deal if there were underlying feelings in a platonic friendship and that it’s just kind of a “don’t ask don’ t tell” situation but for some reason I think she just got too heady about it which kind of made everything get weird and come to the surface.