Dear Anita,

I told him clearly from the beginning it’s not going somewhere. And also that isn’t the first person to  tell me that he likes me. Nothing changes if you like a person. Chances are that it might work or simply not just in my case because I can’t see myself be called by a married man and spoken with. That time is for his wife not for me. I told him: also that I am very much possessive as a gf if my boyfriend messes up with me I am just gonna do something about it because I have also lived that bad  part and I know what it takes that’s why I can’t be doing that to another woman. Maybe he is a nice person but this thing no! Not anything friendship (for me, romantic for him) with a married person.” I finally told him what I felt. There’s lot of sobbing probably for me on realising but it’s just a new chapter for me.

Sarah