I believe you are a troll who got nothing better to do in life. Good luck

My parents are most sorted and giving individuals. They have never dwelled in the past or blamed anyone, rather learned from their failures and mastered that. I had a happy home growing up and still does now.

The deep seated pain is of not being in a relationship -> Everything else in my life I have also mastered, because I worked on building myself up. Relationship takes two people and I am not responsible for what happened or did not happen in their past? I was not with them to answer why their partner cheated, married someone else or broken up with them?