Dear anita,

sorry, I read “one” instead of “none”. I have to read with more focus!

Daily routines are helpful, but I am still working on mine. You are right that there is always more to see and learn: Recently I am seeing it clearer. I guess it makes life also more interesting. There is always more to discover. I want to discover more, instead of numbing myself.

Yesterday at night I started to feel better, more hopeful. Still anxious, but not seeing myself and the future completely dark… I am not so happy about how unproductive I was this week. But at least I am feeling more awake now. Maybe it helped to just read yesterday and take a break. I think it also helped that I was eating better yesterday, not overeating.

Today I feel my day went quite well. At work, everything went o.K. I think I didn’t make too many mistakes. After work I cooked a typical German dish, but I was not sure if I liked it. But after cooling off, it tasted much better. Later I called my grandmother and my mother. Then I did almost 40 min of yoga. Now I will read for a bit.

Tomorrow I want to work on project A. I would like to finish it this weekend! Even if it doesn’t turn out perfectly.

But soon I will also go to sleep, I am already feeling tired. See you, anita!