Hi, Anita 🙂

I’m sorry for the late reply. I’ve started a new job and I spend so much less time on the internet. I got a job in a completely different field, but I am so happy. I’m also proud of myself because I always doubt myself so much and I worry about not doing a good job, but there was a minimum of those feelings this time. I was a little scared of starting a new job, but I dove into it with much less doubt and fear than I would have before. I’m learning how to be more relaxed and less wired all the time. I do, however, still feel uneasy seeing all my ex-friends and people around me in relationships. I like being single, but words of pity from others still get to me. I’m 24 and no one has ever loved me in a romantic way and I can’t help but feel embarrassed.