I am abbreviating things here it’s an online forum and not some group or personal therapy. My parents did some bad stuff in the past when I was younger. And by bad, I don’t abuse or something terrible in that sense. I mean neglect and absence of love and care. I’ve forgiven them, fully. Now, they don’t do bad stuff, but they are so different that if we weren’t related I would not look in their direction and they would not look in mine. They are obsessed with wealth, superficial things, Kardashian culture, and truly believe that only material wealth brings true happiness. I am 100% opposite of that. But they are my family and we’ve all gone through horrible things in the last 10 years, so everyone is trying to the best of their ability. We are still different and they still do things that drive me insane, but I love them and they are making their best effort to love me. I accept them as they are and they accept me for who I am.