Dear Anita

Thanks for highlighting how my childhood issues affect my current emotional situation. Last week I had the first psychotherapy session and it was a getting to know session, the therapist manages to nail down my current issue into two major parts to be dig deeper:
1. my anxious reaction when my male friend is less responsive than usual
2. low self-esteem/lack of sense of self

Its going to take a while until it got things figured out, today I’ll be having a second online therapy session, I have the hope that things will eventually be sorted out. Will keep you updated