Hey @anita thank you so much for reading this and trying to understand my situations.. I’m answering in most appropriate way possible.

1) I’m almost 18, Sid is 18 running and Jake is almost 18 too.

2) Yes we live with our respective parents, but the thing is my dad is strict about all this, Sid’s parents are kinda strict when it comes to relationships too but Jake’s parents are totally chill.

3) Sid is in the medical path, giving entrance(NEET) and want’s to be a doctor in future, Jake is planning to do engineering first to be stable on his own and wants to do photography and/or film making on his own expenses, I am also planning to be a software engineer. (Jake and I are giving engineering entrance-JEE for that).

4) I don’t really know.. cuz we’re not sure about the cities in which we’ll be getting admission but maybe chances are we will be able to meet more often as most probably we won’t be living with our parents.

5) Yes, in fact he’s about the fact that if we will be in relationship, first one to know will be his parents and he’s planning to tell his mom about me in a few days even if we’re  not in a relationship yet.

6) Actually there was possessiveness from his side, and there was the fact that when I wanted him by my side (when I was at my bad times), it didn’t really felt like I have a boyfriend cuz virtual communication was not that good and yet he thought that it wasn’t a big deal and said “we can’t do anything and we aren’t gonna die if we don’t meet” and that made me think that somewhere, he didn’t miss me as much as I was missing him.

7) Actually, Jake and I were full on flirting romantically from few days and all those good morning and goodnight texts were there, but the day he told me that he was also interested in me, and I reacted accordingly as I was happy, but later that night, when he suddenly got offline and I texted goodnight, he behaved like “stop being so cheesy we’re not dating yet” but maybe he was just being sarcastic and humorous…

kitty