It was not normal, and your experience was not “because one person”, Lukas, whose part in your life was very, very short, less than a month.

I have to disagree, because this person was with me when I started to “party”. We never talked much, but he was present. I was taking metamphetamine for a very long time, since end of August. Nobody did to me what he did during one night. Don’t tell me it’s just drugs.

This is destiny.

His brother died because of injecting metamphetamine, cancer and AIDS. He sees his brother in me. He was also bisexual.

My brother only used me as a sexual toy when I was a kid and he is definitely not straight, as I can say because I grew up with him and straight boy wouldn’t do what he did to me. So, he is probably pansexual.

We saw our brothers in each other. Drugs only made it more emotional. Brighter.

and drug-induced aphrodisiac qualities (increased sexual desire, pleasure, and behavior)

I also have to disagree. Since that day, I do not think about sex unless I have to, which is definitely not increasing sexual desire. More like.. decrease.

It’s not that you “Can’t sleep because of him”

If it is not because of him, then please tell me some scientific explenation why is this still happening to me even when I am sober from 25 March.