Yeah she lives about a 10 minute car journey away, I’m surprised she went to that pub because its so close to my house and that’s where we met that night! But her friends live round here and it’s the only pub that’s doing outside service at the moment. I would never show how I affected I’ve been by it, for all she knows after not speaking for so long I could be over it and I’m not generally a rude person so a simple hi and a smile was my flight mode lol. To be honest I’m surprised I didn’t have an anxiety attack when I got home, I’m surprisingly calm but I’m not going to lie to you and say I don’t still have feelings because still had that warm feeling inside when you see someone you care about. However it doesn’t change anything I’m not going to contact her in anyway and I’ll continue as I am.
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