You will get your opportunity bro trust me! I know it’s tough, I would probably send a message over the weekend of you don’t hear from her to say your thinking her and everything and when she’s ready to talk you can, I’m not sure if that’s the right course of action but you don’t want her to think your not bothered about what’s happened, again I’m not the most knowledgeable in this situation, I think Sammy from a female perspective would be the best person to follow.

I do think you should not be so hard on yourself, yes you made a insensitive comment in the heat of a moment from a sore situation from the past, you’ve recognised where you went wrong and are determined to make amends, that makes you good person and she will know that.