Dear blkhwkdwn1:

I am making an exception to my decision to not post again on this thread this one time.

I am sorry to read that you are really depressed and that (there seems to be) no improvement in the quality of your emotional and social life.

Almost a year ago, when I wrote to you last, June 2 2020, I wrote regarding your years long obsession of with this woman: “There is no more input that I can give you on the matter of this woman. I gave you all that I had, 64 pages of it,  Sept 2016- June 2020…  I have nothing left… You are very welcome to start a new thread on another topic.. I will be more than glad to communicate with you on a new thread. In a new thread I will not discuss this woman whom we discussed for almost four years”.

You chose to not start a new thread. But you are still welcome to start a new thread not about her. If you choose to post again on this thread, because I will no longer be posting here, I suggest that you address your next post to other members, ex., “Dear Reader” or “To any member who may be reading this”, so that you will have a better chance of receiving replies from other members. I hope you feel better soon, blkhwdwn1/ Pete.

anita