Yes! You got it straight on 🙂

Thanks for understanding. The best version of him to me, is when he was genuinely trying to be a better person and was happier with life. Not only was he doing it for me, but he was doing it for himself when we were just friends. I admired that about him. Seeing him as his old self is painful for me because I only wish the best for him, and I saw that potential in him, so that is why I have hope that I’d like to let go.